Hiding.
Dependent.
I wasn't independent, I was insecure, I was scared to find myself therefore he was my comfort. He took my mind off being alone which would leave me no choice but to be just that- to be independent and to find myself. I was too scared, I was too insecure with myself so I covered it..
Covering My Flaws.
The Things I Hated (flaws)
- Broke my foot two years ago, I have a permanent limp.
- My nails don't grow.
- I struggle mentally with my weight.
- I have severe eczema. In general, I have terrible skin.
Beating Myself Up.
Everything's A Blur.
HIM- Strike of Inspiration.
Finally.
Overcoming.
-My bruises are still under there but that's because loving yourself is a process and "time heals all wounds."